Afternoon Snack

Eating a sandwich with a grape jam on it.
Letting myself reminisce the wonderful day that was bestowed here in the Phil.

Love Triangle

(short story)

Gian has a crush on Marie but Marie is clearly not into him. Gian asked Annie's help to get Marie's heart. Gian and Annie had already known each other even before Gian knew Marie. Both of them are really close, they are always there for each other when one of them has nowhere to go and they always keep each other updated on how their life was. Annie had already witnessed a lot of Gian's love downfall and now, she will be the one to make his heart break again.

Marie and Annie are best friends and have known each other since they were children. Since being best friends means that no secrets exists between them, Marie knew of Gian's plan. And because being best friends means that they will help each other till the end, Annie secretly doesn't help Gian. Instead, she just let him hope and feeds him information about Marie, which is all she can do to help him.

Due to continuous communication between Annie and Gian, somehow Annie felt something towards him. Plus the fact that Gian looked like her true love, the more that Annie fall for him. However, Annie never considered that situation to happen to her, instead she keeps on denying her feelings. She does this too because she doesn't want to look like she's betraying her friend when in fact Marie doesn't even care.

Gian on the other hand is head over heels inlove with Marie. He was good looking yet he never had a girlfriend, it's due to his personality of being so picky on girls. But surprisingly, besides Marie, he is also so soft on Annie. He just doesn't see her or maybe he's afraid that their friendship will be destroyed because he knows very well that Annie is so sensitive to little things and may end up like the end of the world for her.

*to be continued

Thoughts

Tomorrow's are our exam. And not just an exam exam. But a total doom exam!
I still haven't studied yet it's ok, I can still remember the topics. (hopefully)

Im such a lazy human.
Instead o studying Im here browsing for more updates on SuJu.
I feel really bad about UKISS because only 10% of their tickets are sold.
And their concert is on May29 already.
Aww, poor the, They were even excited about their 1st concert here. If only I have lots of money.

Anyways, it was a long time since I haven't written here. Glad that I could post something here.
bye!

Vampire Addict

to prove that I really am a super fanatic of vampires, here's the list that I am a vampireholic!

1. I've read the four books of Vampire Diaries in 2 straight days and is currently reading the 5th book.
2. I've read 3 books of Vampire Kisses in 1 day and is going to read the other 5 books after i finish the 5th book of VD.
3. I have vampire books stored in my computer awaiting to be read. These are:

-Black Dagger Brotherhood (7 books and waiting for the 8th book)
-Blue Bloods (4 books)
-House of Night (6 books and waiting for the 7th)
-The Immortals (3 books and waiting for the other 3)
-Vampire Academy (4 books and waiting for the other 2)
-The Secret Circle (3 books)
-Jessica's Guide To Dating On The Dark Side

So is this enough to convince you I'm totally a superb fan? Oh, and I just want to tell you that I've already detached myself from Koreans that once made my life complete. And for the finishing touch, I'm indulging myself in books on my cellphone(my cell has an Adobe, cool huh?) and particularly about vampires.

A Total Brain Exploding Week

Hi Blog! Its been a while now since I've posted an entry. Honestly, I don't know what to tell you right now. Well, you may find me weird writing or typing when I don't even have anything in my mind! Oh! Now I remember. (I'm just going to make a new paragraph)

These past few days had been a total wreck. My mind has recently been suffering from tremendous headaches and not to mention that my eyes are already starting to ache painfully too! Well, the eye part thingy is my fault anyways, so I think I have to deal with that and start wearing my unfashionable-once-broken-but-mended-by-me cheap black glasses. However, the headaches was not caused by my irresponsibleness this time but by the piles and piles of workloads to be done.

Can you imagine in one subject, we were given two quizzes and all these were just discussed a minute ago? Believe me, after writing down my answers, my paper was already wet at the part were my palm rested. I know it's disgusting but its just sweat that's made up of water and salt, so it's not much not of a big deal. What I'm emphasizing about is how stressful it is for our still-developing brains!

Another instance, or should I say the reason for my mentally tired brain, was the practices for the upcoming PE Day. It may not be that tiring because the movements were just graceful and slow but repeating the steps all over again was too much, causing my shirt at the armpit part to be wet! Now this is undeniably disgusting. What can I do, it's involuntary! And the highlight there is when I should be reading in advance the outrageously thick pages of the book of our superbly hard subjects, we're there building up muscles in our biceps and gastrocnemius!

I've totally had enough but I don't think that the ones who make our life miserable thinks that way. I even think that what we've been through this week wasn't even half of what's in store for us.

Just like this coming Tuesday. All subjects, and I mean all of them, had just told us the same phrases, "Please prepare for a quiz next meeting". And you know what's worse? Some of them said, "Read in advance chapters blah blah blah and prepare for a pre-test next meeting". You may be thinking that it's just easy but you are totally and will always be wrong. These subjects I'm talking about are Anatomy, Fundamentals in Nursing (which is, yes, hard) and Chemistry! Plus the fact that yesterday and tomorrow will be wasted on the not-even-recorded practice! I only had today and it was devastating, thinking that you can't even touch your books or just study tomorrow because you have a practice and you'll probably be sleeping afterwards.

Oh, just thinking about all the things that tortured my brain and the things that will massacre my brain for good just want to make me skip school! I mean, hey, we're just kids and we need a break! Last week and this week seems too much unbearable for me. I just hope I can cope up with all of this.

Lazy Liar

So today's actually our Marian Youth Camp in our school, St. Paul University. The attendance is at 5pm in the afternoon and it is a must and a compulsory(obviously because I said its a must!) but I didn't go. It's not that I;m sick or what, I'm just lazy. Well, it's so obvious because the title is already self explanatory! So I don't want to go for the reasons that, WE WILL NOT SLEEP, WE'RE GOING TO PRAY THE ROSARY, WE'RE GOING TO HAVE A PROCESSION AT 3AM IN THE MORNING, and I'M SLEEPY! Just so you know, I attended the debut of my friend yesterday and just had a 3-4hours of sleep! So that's why. Now, I'm going to ask my grandma to make an excuse letter for me. I'l just say that Ih had a fever and blah blah balha and so on.

Goodbye red bumps!

note: red bumps refer to pimples

To those who were with me for the past 4 years or even for the last 2 years may have witnessed my ugly duckling transformation. Back then, I had this long puberty stage that caused my skin to be unbelievably disgusting and I'm always embarrassed by it. Good thing my friends accepted me for who I am not for what I look like.

I don't really look that ugly, dirty and disgusting that you're thinking of right now. Its just that I was always ashamed of what OTHER people may say to me. But it's a great thing that I'm still pretty even with those bumps on my face.

So relating this to my title, I don't have pimples now. Not that I used medical soaps or ointments or even going to the dermatologist. It just simply vanished. I just wanted to say this to you because my skin was natural. What I meant by natural is that maybe it was just destined for me to have that long puberty stage that caused those bumps so that I can concentrate on my studies and not have relationships. However, isn't it that if that was the pupose, then it should be occurring this time of my age? Or else it implies that I'm already free and allowed to have a boyfriend? (Not that those bumps would stop me from having one)

To end this, I'll share my little secret. What kept me going from being an ugly duckling is the goal I had on my mind- finish my studies and if this bumps will stay with me forever, let it be, its not that I won't be able to love anime and Korean actors anymore. And the fact that I'm not that desperate and badly wanting to have a boyfriend. Honestly, they just ruin my life (except those super pretty popular boys like the TVXQ band, Jang Geun Suk and Rain)

correction: What's left is just small marks of bumps in my face that's not even noticeable unless you come face to face with me at a distance of 0.5 cm (okay so that was a little exaggerated). Oh well, what I'm really implying is that I don't have those BIG BIG BUMPS or even just a BUMP on my face.

Another Controversy

note: before reading this post, it is a requirement to read first the 'my New Moon moment'


After watching New Moon, as soon as I and my cousin got out of the movie house, we instantl debated on the 'gay' guy that was sitted next to me back there inside the mivie house.
We were totally bugged by the fact that that guy inside there totally looked like a Korean.
I have no doubt that he really is a Korean. My cousin agreed with that too.
However, what he said back there to me was a pure hiligaynon tone! I mean, there is no way a pure Korean guy can speak fluently like that and plus the fact that it was really a gay tone!
My cousin said that maybe he has been living here in the Philippines for a lot of years now that's why he can speak fluently.

But i never, until now, accpeted that kind of theory of hers. It's just so awkward. With all those spikey hair of his! There is no way that he has been living here for many years! His classy clothes, those whitey skin, his gentle cough.. it was so Korea!! Anyway, it's still bugging the hell out of me!

Not only that he has this gay tone but he speaks Hiligaynon with that angelic face of his! O crap!

my silly New Moon moment

place: movie house
time: around 7+ in the evening
company: my cousin



Beside me was the last vacant seat. A boy approached me from behind with a gay tone, 'May ga pungko diri?'

in english: 'Is there anyone sitting here?'

I shook my head.

He sat. We watched. It ended. We stayed.

note: I came in late so I didn't have a chance to see the first part o the movie.

I took a closer look at him. And damn! He's hot! White like the shimmering splendid skin of Eddie Cullen and eye's like Rain's...

I was being ambitious back there that I was expecting things like, he'd notice me and ask for my number.

But it occurred to me, wasn't his voice a while ago was a total gay's voice?

Oh crap!

Just a Crush

Hey bloggers! Its been a long time since I've written on this page. And guess what, a lot of things had happened in my life. Ofcourse! Like duh, its obviously obvious that even a single second that pass is already an experience. Right? Or Im wrong? If you think im wrong just comment in my friendster or my facebook or just even here that is much easy and affordable! (anong relate sang affordable man?)

Just so you know, its already late and I have to go to sleep now.
So ill just continue whatever I need to type here some other time.

But for a taste of what Im going to type, I have a new crush and i think he's not straight (if ou know what i mean then ill give you a tart.

Dream: Vampires at School!

It was a cloudy afternoon and I was at the 4th year hallway. Gates are being locked in the backstairs and in the ramp. 1/4 of the students are left upstairs. It was because there are zombies. Zombies who bites and turns you into one of them. Honestly, I can't see any of them! However, its just there ok? I think its inside the Faith classroom.

So, here begins the adventure of Tippie upstairs! 

Yen have a ladder to announce something to us upstairs. (She's already safe because she came from downstairs and because she's a member of the SC Council, she has to deliver some news to us. Wierd though, coz we're in the middle of death and she's there announcing something that isn't connected to the zombies!). So after she had announced it, she went down obviuosly! I was there near the terrace where the ladder rested. I said, "Can I go down?(using the ladder of course!) and then 'someone' said I can. (I mean this dream is stupid because why not use this ladder to get us all uninfected down to safety? Duh! Oh well) 

Im already in the quadrangle alog with the rest of the students and I directly headed towards the Clinic hallway. Debbie and Alve came running after me(take note: they're already downstairs). Of course it was obvious that I will go to them however, intstead of being happy to meet them, I scolded them! I became mad why they weren't concerned back then that I was left upstairs! So then my sensitive attitude got back.

I rembered Tania still upstairs and decided to go after her(well, that's what you call friends not like Debbie<---in my dreams). Luckily the ladder was still there and I climb to it and as soon as I was at the top, I saw Tania, I shouted at her to go out( because she's inside the Integrity room wandering around like an idiot like there's no danger after her). She just made some facial expression that means "Why?". I became frustrated of course and went to the Integrity room to drag her out and she was still resisting. Good thing I'm stronger than her there. So we went down and climbed into the van which was parked near the clinic and St. Ignatius picture. 

Then, it was already dark and the old man who was the driver said that he'll wait for midnight to go out and slay the vampires. In my dream, he was like a priest and he's the most perfect vampire-slayer. However, I dont know why, I and Felman(<--- I dont know where he came from), decided to disobey his orders and planned to kill the vamires all by ourselves. Then, in an instant Felman became Brad Pitt and the worst thing was, I didnt even care about it! 

Okay, now Im alone now and I was like invisible inside the hotel room. There was an old man there but not very old sitting on his bed with a mythology book beside him. It seems like he doesnt believe in vampires. The vampires went inside the room and was confused why the old man was not scared of them and told him "We're vampires!". The old man seems to sneer about them lying. Then the old man threw the mythology book(<---it was the bible of the vampires). Then the vampires became angry and burned the old man into ashes. While the old man is being burned, he still sounds like "Nah nah nah! I dont believe in vampires!"(<---silly old man!).

Then I went to the CR and I woke up. 

Whew! What a dream! Zombies to Vampires! 

Whats your dream?

wth Im doing

you wanna know what i've been doing recently?
(well the hell you care about me!)
oh well...
1. I've been watching this anime "Vampire Knight"
---> its the best!
2. I've been reading "Eclipse"
---> and until now I haven't finished it due to my 'hectic' sched.
3. I've been sleeping at exactly 1:07 am
---> I just want to put it... =D
4. I've been using the comp for 4 straight hours
--->Youtube, Friendster, this Blog...
5. Hideous-Malignant pimples are sprouting in my face
---> due to sleeping late and computer

So.. What have you been doing this coming-Christmas time?
=P

Story of My Mind

Ok so I have to write because I just have to. I dont know why. Well, its up to you to know why but how on earth are you going to do that? Oh so stupid of me talking again of what i'm writing, oh, not writing but typing. Well, duh, obviously I mean, the heck Im talking about???

Okay, now im going to tell a story.. so here it goes... hehehe uhm.. hehehehe <----stupid intro!

Okay ("change the first word you bitch<--me, you keep repeating it! you Small-Vocabulary-Girl!")

the other side of me: "And who's this Small-Vocabulary-Girl???!!!"

the other side again: "Ofcourse you! You bitch! Isn't it obvious? Like you're the only one here! Ugh! You Late-Noticing-Girl!"

the other one: "Uh! So it was me?!"

again, the other one: "Arrgh! Didn't I just said it? Uh! You Late-Reaction-Bitch!"

the dumb side of me: "For the veggie's sake! Who's this Late-reaction-Bitch??? EEE! You're just like a Hideous-Giving-Title-Girl!"

the bad side of me: "And whats up with the veggies? Arrgh! You are so out of the world! I can't stand it anymore conversing with you! Stupid Whore!"

dumb side: "And you called me a Whore-Girl?"

the educated side: "Duuuh!!! I just said 'stupid whore'! And there's no '-girl' tailing after it... Like its not true(in a sneering way)..."

stupid side, sigh: "You sneered...! (in an astonished voice)"

bad side again: "Like its so important! Ugh! I'm outta here! And if you please, get lost!.. You uh!"

dummy: "How could you get out?(in a stupid way)"

stupid-entertaining-a-stupid-side: "Whatever! So get lost! Im totally outta here!"

dummy-but-now-a-genius: "But you're still conversing with me... Plus we're one..."

other side: "BITCH! You have no match for my standards! And why on earth did I fall with you? Arrgh!"

religious-dummy side: "Well, that's what you call... God's Will"

pikon side: "And you even managed to reach that subject! Ugh! I'm gonna say this for the ast time, G-E-T LOST!!!"

the gullible side: "You didn't said it, you typed it...(after some time...) Im lost, Im lost!!!"

the other side: "Yeah.. You've got a point! But you're so Stupid-Gullible-Girl! Didn't you just typed that its 'type' not 'say' but despite it, you still followed! Hah! Bitch!"

the lost side: "Oh. Okay.. So.. There's really no need for me to be lost?"

irritated side: "Will you please be.. arrrgh!!!! You bitch bitch bitch!!!!"

the recovered side: "Same as you... (smiling)"

the red-hot-gotta-blast side: "AAAAhhhhhhhhhhh! Help me!"

the champion side: "I will!"

And so.. the battle has ended, the stupidity won (obviously coz this is the result of me) and the civilized got insane and will add to the sanity part of me... =D

Thats the story of my mind..Started from the word Okay..

EVERY MIND HAS A STORY TO TELL....

London Picture

Ok so there I am, this pic was taken on November 21, 2008. I'm sitting near the post, obviously, and just take a look at the place! Isn't it wonderful? It was taken somewhere in London. Why did I say London? Simply because it looks like it and the structures, the posts, paths, green things, are very similar to the inside of the gardens of the palace in London and lastly it is in London! (Ok, forgive me if I'm daydreaming again...) I mean, ugh! Hell I care! This pic cant be taken again and its just a once-in-a-lifetime shot at the magnificent spot!
Ok so go back to what I'm saying... (Resume the tikal story) This somewhat garden of a queen was built to her by her husband, the king. As you can see there's a tomb thingy there, the queen is very religious so then, Christ is inside there (statue)... I'm there because we were having a research trip and meditating trip and add there the field trip! I'm holding a notebook there and at the back you can see a person thats writing, thats Kat. Oh well, maybe we're truly professionals that was allowed to enter the palace. That palace, just so you know, is very precious because of its preserved history and ofcourse because its a palace. Duh! And not all people can enter there! There maybe 4 out of 100 who can go there, so see! hahaha Suck for you though, you missed the beauty of the past!

Death and Laptop

gerald:
nahospital ako ah

me:
HWAT? now?
nau natabu?
*Anu

gerald:
sang sat....

me:
oh.. t ra kman kagpun

gerald:
gani...

me:
so.. tapos kna ospital?

gerald:
sa bacolod!! wahaha

me:
huh huh??? sa b ka na hosp?
im lost

gerald:
ya

me:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh....... bongga! didto gd ya/?
ugh! xoxyal besty ko!!!

gerald:
as i was eating the shrimps, i started to feel that my throat is itching and also my lips. so i stopped eating the shrimps. but after 4 hours i started to cough and my left eye started to itch. so my mom texted my tito if what are we going to do. so he said that i should go to the hospital because it maybe critical because if i will not go the hospital i might experience anaphylactic shock that could kill me on that very same day.here are the first time experiences:1. i was hospitalized. (2nd time but this was the first that i can remember)2. an oxygen was put on me.3. i was on a wheel chair.4. i lie on the hospital bed.5. i had experience inhaling and exhaling in the brown bag.6. i had to take 3 kinds of medicine for my allergy.
basaha

me:
finshed
so?
u cud die???? (l8 reaction)

gerald:
yeah!!!!

me:
dont kid around geh
dis is serious

gerald:
i am not kidding the doctor said that if the allergy will go to my heart thingy the
i might experience anaphylactic shock

me:
ugh!!! so.. so... b4 u die u MUST write a letter that i will have ur laptop =D

gerald:
can you imgine me taking 3 kinds of medicine and i hate taking them!!

me:
its ok. den dont take em.. so dat i can have a laptop =D


SO.. AGAIN, I WAS VERY MEAN.. I MEAN THE GUY COULD DIE ANYTIME AND I'M STILL SAYING THOSE THINGS! DAMN! BUT AVTUALLY, I WAS JUST BEING HONEST WITH IT.... =D

Energetic Fingers

Im hungry. End of first sentence. Gosh! I know I know its obvious, stupid me! Oh well, I just don't know what to do now. I'm here sitting on a chair colored red, has wheels, and you know, it can twirl(rotate, oh I just dont know what the term is). I'm facing the monitor of the computer, obviously. Gosh! I cant believe I said the obvious one again! Hell! Anyways, I'm looking at the keyboard watching my fingers stretching and curling up again and again just to reach the different scrambled letters on the keyboard. They look like legs of spiders actually only bigger and its colored flesh, obviously because its a hand! Gosh! I did it again! Another obvious one! Oh well..

After 5 mins...

Heya! I just ate 3 sandwiches. The first one was with a peanut butter, second was with a cheeze whiz, and lastly with the lady's choice (I dont know what was the flavor). Oh well... I'm afraid that my tummy won't bear all the variety of sandwich spread that I just ate!

After 3 long seconds. Just looking at the fingers on the keyboard, legs crossed on the red chair, wind blowing from the electric fan, overhearing the sound on the TV that is on (obviously!), and wondering why I have this whitish something on my naiL...

Hey! I'm sleepy so obviously I will go to sleep. So, ciao! May I have a good nap sleep and have a fairytale dream where I will meet my Prince there! Yipee! Then we will ride on a lavender pony (I wonder how that pony is going to carry us), my hair is somewhat like curly, my gown is most sumptuos, I have a crown on my head and so is my prince, my skin is fair white, and my prince is the most perfect one: handsome, white, funny, tall, understanding, sweet as an over-concentrated strawberry juice, and accepts me of who I am. Plus knows what he wants and needs when he's with me! (ooooh! so like heaven or paradise, whatever!)

Sigh.. If only it could be true. Oh well, I think its only true in my dreams.. But that doesnt stop me from hoping that it will someday come true! And why not? I'm pretty (I guess, DONT OBJECT!), I can go with the flow in short I'm good at social interactions (again, DONT OBJECT!), I'm smart (everyone is, DONT OBJECT!), I think I'm the perfect partner (for the last time, DONT OBJECT!), and so this is the most saddest part, I'm not athletic (okay, so you can OBJECT! =D) even though sometimes my body shows that I am(DONT OBJECT!). Weee! Okay so stop the in-your-dreams emo emo(I dont even know why I said that!) and go to bed now! Gosh! Oh so many chaka chaka echusan here and there! Gosh! Oh well, this is for real now, I got to go and have a good nap sleep! Au Revoir!

Oooops! I nearly forgot! My name means 'CROWNED'! O diin kda? Bleh! The name Stephenie not the Tippie one. Oh well, Theyre still the same coz I still derived it from my original name(duh! do I have a fake name?) Oh well, dont mind what I have said just now, I dont really know what I'm talking. Maybe I'm just sleepy.. Ugh! This is real now. I've got to stop this fingers of mine from typing! Ugh! Stop it!!!! OKay.. Damn! I'm still writing, ooops no! Typing I mean. Oh okay... This is way overboard 'fingers'! Sigh.. Zzzzzzzzz....

At last, the last paragraph and I hope the last sentence. PERIOD!

Mean Reply

I hate the word that i used "borrow" 1 month life... I should have said "steal, get, and whatever chaka chaka there in your little complicated not-understandale caused by poor printing that makes the ink scatter making the letters and words scribble like shit (ooops!sorry!) in the page of the Thesaurus of yours". =D It could have been a perfect conversation mehhhn!!!

I kept geh's ym private! =D

Longest Sentence

Live your life to the fullest, like to the highest level overflowing to the ground sipping to the soil absorbed by the roots taken in by the trunk directing to the stems letting the leaves be healthy and green which then at hot temperatures withers making the liquid-made-juice evaporate going up to the clouds where other evaporated-liquid combines their forces which then creates large amounts of liquids making it harder for the cloud to carry so that it pours down which is then called rain then again the cycle begins of sipping to the soil making you tell that it really is that super duper over-reacting exaggeration of the level of that highness of the fullest which in my little thesaurus says that it most likely be above average of what is expected of you, for soon forever it'll vanish. =D

So.. How was my not-related appositive in my sentence? And of course how was my over-all sentence?

Insanity

I do not make myself a fool
but it is the environment that makes me act like one
it is a response of my stimuli perhaps
of course i regret and do not regret this response of mine
some, part of it maybe, i do not know
one of me say what a pathetic life i have
and the other say just to live my life up
but which life should i live?
there's no handbook of where to go
what to follow
no rules, no guides of what to do
such a complicated or should i say a complex one!
its in the common sense!
but how will i know if its a sense in the common sense say?
evaluate? conclude? be like Prometheus?
oh my..

Bitches

TAKE NOTE: ONE MUST READ THIS IN A BITCHY-TONE OF MINE. . .

(if you don't know how, just tell me whenever we meet of how to pronounce all of this)

Now I believe that everyone is truly different… uhm… It’s not a late realization for me but it’s just that back then, I don’t seem to mind the people around me that I don’t understand. i just take them for granted believing that its just temporary or the usual phrase in my mind ‘they’ll change.’

Having experienced them all over again made me feel irritated. Just like saying ‘this is way overboard bitch!’ (sorry for that though). I mean I tried to tell her what she’s doing isn’t right to people’s eyes but she kept insisting that she knows what she’s doing. F#@%! So then there she goes, hated by people around her behind her back! And I’m one of them!

So that’s her consequence! I helped her but she’s just so self-centered not to hear other people’s thoughts. So sorry for you bitch! (sorry) tsk tsk tsk..

So not sensitive! I hate people who’s like that… Or people that possesses that kind of attitude..

So there you go.. Another clue of what I am. And hey! I’m not bad… As you can see I was trying to help her. GOSH… People…

I can’t deny that im like that sometimes but hey! I say sorry to them afterwards cause I know what im doing and sometimes I can just be a plain biatch! hahaha May the best bitch win!