Goodbye red bumps!

note: red bumps refer to pimples

To those who were with me for the past 4 years or even for the last 2 years may have witnessed my ugly duckling transformation. Back then, I had this long puberty stage that caused my skin to be unbelievably disgusting and I'm always embarrassed by it. Good thing my friends accepted me for who I am not for what I look like.

I don't really look that ugly, dirty and disgusting that you're thinking of right now. Its just that I was always ashamed of what OTHER people may say to me. But it's a great thing that I'm still pretty even with those bumps on my face.

So relating this to my title, I don't have pimples now. Not that I used medical soaps or ointments or even going to the dermatologist. It just simply vanished. I just wanted to say this to you because my skin was natural. What I meant by natural is that maybe it was just destined for me to have that long puberty stage that caused those bumps so that I can concentrate on my studies and not have relationships. However, isn't it that if that was the pupose, then it should be occurring this time of my age? Or else it implies that I'm already free and allowed to have a boyfriend? (Not that those bumps would stop me from having one)

To end this, I'll share my little secret. What kept me going from being an ugly duckling is the goal I had on my mind- finish my studies and if this bumps will stay with me forever, let it be, its not that I won't be able to love anime and Korean actors anymore. And the fact that I'm not that desperate and badly wanting to have a boyfriend. Honestly, they just ruin my life (except those super pretty popular boys like the TVXQ band, Jang Geun Suk and Rain)

correction: What's left is just small marks of bumps in my face that's not even noticeable unless you come face to face with me at a distance of 0.5 cm (okay so that was a little exaggerated). Oh well, what I'm really implying is that I don't have those BIG BIG BUMPS or even just a BUMP on my face.