13.12.13

Reality Punch

In my previous post, I spoke about my dearly beloved crush. Now I have a horrible understanding of how today's situation came about, thanks to my ever direct friend who summed up my foolishness.

For all you lads who are about to read this, this is not a make up wild imagination of mine. This, my friend, is reality that happened way back in my youthful lifetime.

Rewinding my youthful years, I could very well picture out every single detail that happened that day. Due to some unknown circumstances, he and I were alone in the classroom when he cornered me to the wall asking where I'll transfer next year. I was so cold to him I hated him so much because he wouldn't let me go. He was rambling promises that he'll follow me and who knows what more he was talking about. I was furious then that I was on the verge of crying. After what seemed a long time, he let go of me as I scrambled like a rat set free from the cage.

After that incident, he may have gotten the reality dose that never am I gonna like him and that it became obvious I hated him. He eventually made a distance from me the way I wanted it to be (before when I was a brat).

After a year..and many years to come, he would occasionally greet me and with annoyance, I'd ignore him. Smart move for someone who likes him lots right now, right?

Bottomline: I have created a solid line between us that says I am not approachable for you. Yes. Sad regrets of life. And that my friend has led to point out that I am now a blacklist on his list of eligible relationships. All together! 'Awwww'

*sniff