Goodbye red bumps!

note: red bumps refer to pimples

To those who were with me for the past 4 years or even for the last 2 years may have witnessed my ugly duckling transformation. Back then, I had this long puberty stage that caused my skin to be unbelievably disgusting and I'm always embarrassed by it. Good thing my friends accepted me for who I am not for what I look like.

I don't really look that ugly, dirty and disgusting that you're thinking of right now. Its just that I was always ashamed of what OTHER people may say to me. But it's a great thing that I'm still pretty even with those bumps on my face.

So relating this to my title, I don't have pimples now. Not that I used medical soaps or ointments or even going to the dermatologist. It just simply vanished. I just wanted to say this to you because my skin was natural. What I meant by natural is that maybe it was just destined for me to have that long puberty stage that caused those bumps so that I can concentrate on my studies and not have relationships. However, isn't it that if that was the pupose, then it should be occurring this time of my age? Or else it implies that I'm already free and allowed to have a boyfriend? (Not that those bumps would stop me from having one)

To end this, I'll share my little secret. What kept me going from being an ugly duckling is the goal I had on my mind- finish my studies and if this bumps will stay with me forever, let it be, its not that I won't be able to love anime and Korean actors anymore. And the fact that I'm not that desperate and badly wanting to have a boyfriend. Honestly, they just ruin my life (except those super pretty popular boys like the TVXQ band, Jang Geun Suk and Rain)

correction: What's left is just small marks of bumps in my face that's not even noticeable unless you come face to face with me at a distance of 0.5 cm (okay so that was a little exaggerated). Oh well, what I'm really implying is that I don't have those BIG BIG BUMPS or even just a BUMP on my face.

Another Controversy

note: before reading this post, it is a requirement to read first the 'my New Moon moment'


After watching New Moon, as soon as I and my cousin got out of the movie house, we instantl debated on the 'gay' guy that was sitted next to me back there inside the mivie house.
We were totally bugged by the fact that that guy inside there totally looked like a Korean.
I have no doubt that he really is a Korean. My cousin agreed with that too.
However, what he said back there to me was a pure hiligaynon tone! I mean, there is no way a pure Korean guy can speak fluently like that and plus the fact that it was really a gay tone!
My cousin said that maybe he has been living here in the Philippines for a lot of years now that's why he can speak fluently.

But i never, until now, accpeted that kind of theory of hers. It's just so awkward. With all those spikey hair of his! There is no way that he has been living here for many years! His classy clothes, those whitey skin, his gentle cough.. it was so Korea!! Anyway, it's still bugging the hell out of me!

Not only that he has this gay tone but he speaks Hiligaynon with that angelic face of his! O crap!

my silly New Moon moment

place: movie house
time: around 7+ in the evening
company: my cousin



Beside me was the last vacant seat. A boy approached me from behind with a gay tone, 'May ga pungko diri?'

in english: 'Is there anyone sitting here?'

I shook my head.

He sat. We watched. It ended. We stayed.

note: I came in late so I didn't have a chance to see the first part o the movie.

I took a closer look at him. And damn! He's hot! White like the shimmering splendid skin of Eddie Cullen and eye's like Rain's...

I was being ambitious back there that I was expecting things like, he'd notice me and ask for my number.

But it occurred to me, wasn't his voice a while ago was a total gay's voice?

Oh crap!